Have my own place. Usagi and i got out safe. I moved in with a friend and from there i got my own place. You can reach me on insta, discord, or in-game chats. I feel like life took a turn and its time to leave most of this in the past. Thanks for sticking around these last years. I might come back with art. But for now, cat and i are safe and sound.
Find me, okay?
My roommate is trying to hurt me
Im scared
Im so so scared
I cant get out of here. I cant afford it. I cant. But i need to get out
Im not dead im just taking like a social media break thing where i hide in my room and refresh reddit to look at cat photos
My output at work today was piss poor. Im having an anxiety attack over it jfc. To my credit, i had a headache and every knew it. By the end of my shift, my left eye was blurry off and on and i was about to puke. But ugg. Im semi trying to overcompensate due to my main job being sent off to india because why pay people who work with this shit day to day and are pros at it when you can pay someone like 3 dollars a day to do it overseas. And then when that becomes a huge fuckin mess, i have to ensure I’m the most valuable goddamn asset. But my anxiety attacks are killing me. Its just rapid thoughts and head ticks like no no no stop stop stop it katie stop. To the point where im hurting like… in my brain. I feel the chemicals and the sounds in my brain hurting. And its rapid “stop it katie stop stop stop stop” and jolt like a tick to snap back into reality and my eyes flick and im sure im sure im reading the words im sure but its just like tt tt tttt tttttt tt tt tchhhhhh hh hh like over and over. Thats… thats anxiety attack. Thats it. It hurts and you cant you cant breathe. Does any of that sound sane? No. No aand i dont get a say in this. I am going crazy and all my meds are capped out and im going fucking insane. Its unending. I do everything right… i work so hard… but im going so crazy
depressed-dudewitch:
Life’s too short ✨
Omg
I got an S- on Miss Fortune my first try and today, first match, post-migrane, S rank on Janna
Aahhhhh im improvinggggg
Ug.
Ofc he turns out to be one of those people. Heyyy wannaaaa join my discord serrrverrr for my twitch streeeams. Oh. So its like that. Ok.
I dont really have value as a person anyways.
Oof my links got fucked. Someone remind me later to fix my html.
The other day a boy said i was stuck with him forever now, promising he wont die where hes going. Invited me on his stream. Messages randomly like “im not ghosting youuu” and other nice things. Its nice. Hes nice.
I’ve heard it all before though. Its just words that no one really means but its nice to hear them. Im sad for when he turns out to be a liar too.